Just call me a sucker...

I guess I have it written on my forehead because it's been 4 days since I've decided that I couldn't change everything at work and I was going back to working the 8 or 8.5 hours a day that I had agreed to. And what happens today I go back to working 10 hours at work and then I bring stuff home with me. My brain is telling me I'm a loser and I just let everyone walk all over me but I can't stop. Just from the few days that I decided not to go in early I've got an extra days worth of work to do and no time to get it done. Everyone has deadlines of 5 pm on Friday afternoon and of course I'm supposed to meet them. Is it possible? No. But, will I work myself into a shambled and emotional mess trying to please everyone.....of course. Something has to give and eventually it is going to be me, but that will only be when I become so frazzled I have a heart attack...maybe then someone will realize that I'm only one person because I sure as hell haven't realized it yet.