I feel so old...

In a little over a months time, I have found out about 4 upcoming weddings of friends of mine. This would not be that big of a deal to me but I have grown up with some of these people and it just does not seem possible that any of us are old enough to even start thinking about getting married. I wish all of them the best and I will be there to celebrate the big day, but wow, I'm starting to feel old now. I know I'm definitely not at the point in my life to get married myself and I'm just trying to have fun and experience what I can from life right now before taking that next step and completely settling down. I will say though that next Saturday(April 15th - tax day for all of you financial whiz kids) is the 3-year anniversary of Josh & mine's first date. I remember that day like it was yesterday. We met down in South County for lunch and watched a movie together. Hard to believe that he has been willing to put up with me for 3 years!
Speaking of Josh, he called the other night to tell me that he joined the National Guard in Cape and he's getting ready to take his test for pilot training. I am proud of him for deciding to do this, but I'm still scared for him too. Call me crazy, but even though he knows what he is doing, I worry about him. Hopefully we'll see each other soon because I do miss him tremendously right now.

As for my weekend, well I haven't really done much but I needed this time just to reflect a bit. Everyone at work was busy on Friday night so after I finished the last of my emails to customers and coworkers I came home and just took the time to unwind. It had been a very stressful week and the lack of sleep had finally caught up to me so I kicked back and watched a little tv and called it a night about 10:30. I must have been tired because M called my phone at like 10:50 pm and again at 11:15 pm and I didn't hear it play, "Sugar, We're Goin' Down" or even vibrate across the table onto the floor and it was barely a foot away from me. She went to the Train concert at the Pageant and they were playing my favorite Train song and she wanted me to hear it. It ended up going into my voicemail so I have a nice 3 and half minute message playing "Drops of Jupiter." Actually it did sound pretty neat though! M is good for playing these songs in my voicemail. The other night she was driving and left me a message playing Shinedown on my voicemail for me because it was on the radio and I absolutely love that band. For all of you that don't know also, when you call me and I don't have a specific ringtone set up for you...it plays Shinedown so if I don't answer my phone right away it's because I'm rocking out to "Save Me."
Yesterday I did a bit of spring cleaning and some organizing and just tried to get some of the stuff here at home in order and then last night I watched a few episodes of my new favorite show, Tuckerville. That show cracks me up!
Tomorrow all hell breaks loose at work again but I have decided that I can't change the world and I'm going to do the best I can and work normal hours again for the time being and maybe then I won't be so irritable all the time and I can go back to being the normal happy-go-lucky girl that everyone else has come to know. :)