This weekend turned out pretty well

I have actually had a pretty awesome weekend for a change...no fights, no work, just all out fun for the last few days. Friday night after work, M and I and a few others met the President of our company for drinks after work and then M and I grabbed dinner and hit one of our favorite spots to listen to Dr. Zhivegas. (I think we're becoming groupies! In fact, the guy at the door didn't even check my ID this time because he said he recognized me. That's a little scary that with so many people coming through that bar that he knows me. I do go there waaaay too often!) Anyway after a long day of work and a few drinks we weren't really in a dancing sort of mood so about halfway through the first set we decided we would just leave and get home at a fairly decent hour. We got back to my car at work and ended up sitting in the parking lot and talking for like a half an hour. I know I have not filled everyone in on all of the stuff happening in my life and trust me, it's really not worth spilling my guts out to everyone about it, but there has been a lot that has been on my mind and bothering me for a few months and it is so nice to have a friend there to listen to me and help me sort out the mess I put myself into. You would have thought that I would be able to move on, but it is still taking its toll on my thought process and my emotions and pretty much every other aspect of my life. One good thing is that I'm finally getting some clarity and I think that eventually I will be able to take a deep breath and realize that I will be alright, especially since M now has the full and uncut story on everything and she can help me find some closure.
Saturday I just ran a few errands and went to the grocery store and came home for a relaxing day. M called me later in the evening to make sure that I was hanging in there and to invite me to a dinner at her house since today was one of her son's birthday. I had an awesome time over there today. I hardly knew anyone in the extended family but I know all of her kids and her side of the family so I did feel a little bit better than if I would have known just her. They are a riot though! We played Sequence tonight and had a blast. I was so afraid of feeling awkward, but I just tried to be myself and I think it turned out alright.

It's back to work tomorrow, hopefully we'll be moving forward this week rather than trying to pick up the pieces of the messes we've had lately. After work I'm going over to get my hair highlighted and cut at M's sister's place. It's time for a update and change.

Other than that, it's been same ol', same ol' here.